I locked myself inside my room that day. I know mom and dad were very worried about me. They’ve been knocking my door several times since that morning. It’s already 5PM, but I’m still inside my room. I was crying the whole day.
How could you leave me, Jazz? I thought you’d be here for me for a lifetime?
Things have been inside my head for hours… and I can’t seem to get rid of it.
The person I love most… the person who loved me with his best is now gone — forever gone… and I can’t take it. No, I can’t take it — not in any way.
*Knock. Knock*
“Nikki?” mom called.
“Mom, please. Let me be alone for a while. Please. I need time to be alone.”
“I would just want to let you know that Jazz’s dad is here. He wants to talk to you. Would you want me to tell him to come back tomorrow?”
Honestly, I don’t wanna talk to anyone at the moment… but I guess Jazz’s dad has something very important to tell me.
“Give me 5 minutes. I’ll just change for a while” I wiped my tears away and tried to compose myself.
I went to the bathroom and washed my face. I took time to look myself at the mirror and then I felt like crying again. Memories keep haunting me — good memories with Jazz.
After awhile, I decided to change clothes and go downstairs to meet Jazz’s dad, Uncle Fred. He was there in the living room with my parents. They were having a conversation when I got in. He was holding a white box.
…to be continued
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