Dear Pink Diary,
Call me lonely_guy. I am 22 years old. I have a problem with my heart right now. You see, I have a guy friend and his girlfriend is my ex's bestfriend in high school. It has been awhile since my and my ex had broken up. After that, I was not dating anyone.
Recently, my guy friend and his girlfriend were having small fights and arguments. His girlfriend had nowhere to turn to but me. She ran to me for her comfort and told me about their fights. I, as a friend, advised her with all my heart. Unintentionally, I fell for her. It was instant, but I couldn't help it. We went out secretly. I didn't know what to label us, but it seemed like she was aware of what I felt for her. We made out, but we never made love. I wanted to keep that as a way of respect for my friend.
Without me knowing, she told my guy friend about what happened to us and that she was sorry for him for cheating on him. It hadn't come to my knowledge until my guy friend confronted me. He swore me, almost cursed, for betraying him. I tried to explain, but he was blinded with anger. I understood his reproach and I can't do anything about it.
Now, they both don't talk to me anymore. I am hurt because I know I can't take the friendship back, at the same time, I am in pain because I am aware that she has feelings for me too. It's just that she loved him more than me. What should I do? Please help.
Truly yours,
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